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maps and flags

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everything dies all in time i'll never surrender the water is sinking the water is sinking the water is sinking the water is sinking want to be something more than this want to be something more than this wanted to be the water is sinking hold on, my friends words fall short when i still feel your hand in mine hold on, my friends
2.
cosmo 01:46
cosmo rays of sun illustrate the outline of your face what would you tell me if you could speak i take you outside and you hide somewhere i can't find you take the pictures down while i sleep to tv static songs let the churning tides remain and whatever belongs take the pictures down while i sleep to tv static songs cosmo, you're the reason i believe my childhood's not gone
3.
vegemite 02:30
vicky, is it that easy to tell i'm still hung up on you? bluntly said, i wanted more than you could give i'm still full of regrets do you remember the way we locked eyes that first night? or how i laid there silently hoping for a future i couldn't have?
4.
i was waiting for a reason why i should leave my whole world behind but i was so stupid then i pitched all the letters she wrote just to quell my hopelessness swelling inside after all, i made up my mind where's my soul mate i'd love to find out and i'd fly to moscow just to see her smile i'd fly anywhere to see her smile wake up i'll never see the days again i'll never see the days again i'll just keep holding in everything till the day i die
5.
kiss kitty 03:36
melissa, i found that smiths book you ordered if i had some matches i'd probably burn it i saw your sister slumping around border's with some older man maybe stuart's father melissa, if you make that move out to boston i hope that you treat it well better than you treated me i'm so scared you work three blocks from me what if you came in what am i to do we'd talk about (so much to explain) we'd talk about (i'm glad it's lost on you but) we'd talk about (thank you for the pity kitty) we'd talk about nothing but being alone (i'll repay the favor someday soon) i'm so scared face it, son, you've made up your mind too soon i know it's wrong but i wish you wouldn't have gone away
6.
of all the times i cried for you i never thought this would be the last stay outta the bus lane you’re not there to this place i love, i’ll never return hand in hand, you and i got what we deserved an orange from the valley, nine tears for every word the water’s still sinking but don’t forget the people we were when you cross my mind i feel alright you’re out there somewhere and i guess that’s all i need to be okay i’m not alright but i still pretend to be
7.
lake powell 03:19
tell me about the songs that no longer reach your ears the ones that take you back back to tear-stained shirts with the windows down on the freeway back to when 24 hours didn't mean a thing (the water is sinking) when CD mixtapes and black mirror episodes held equal weight weighing down like five weeks before prior to the realization that this was it and that's the way it'll stay: unfulfilled from bayview windows to the amarillo sky i'll hold you dear this hasn’t felt the same without you by my side makes me just wanna go home just wanna go home
8.
two kids out in the desert their tears clogging up the horizon with the weeping sun you can be screwing around and still be dead serious inside almost like you know something’s gonna die out there almost like you know the wind won’t blow the same way next time (the water is sinking) the water more shallow the view less astounding endless miles and minutes and messages relayed over them hearing those words you always wished you could say (the water is sinking) the final word the dam breaks what was that final word? sometimes when i dream i see her smile was the the glimpse that she gave me enough to last a lifetime? enough to last a lifetime
9.
every other month or two i think i could reverse it all let the water drag you down that's me does she ever wonder if i feel to blame in this universe so small let the water drag you down that's me that's me

about

a friend of mine asked me what i was passionate about once, i told him "maps and flags" and for some reason that phrase stuck in my mind. there were multiple times where i set this collection of tracks aside for months or even years at a time due to how much it took out of me. stressed over how it would be received by my intended audience or whether i was being too vulnerable. within the tracks here lies a sentiment i've been needing to give a voice to for so long (those closest to me are well aware).
i always dreamed that maps and flags was going to be my magnum opus. a truly vulnerable, fully fleshed-out, glistening statement of an album from top to bottom. i held firm in my stubbornness that these sounds would not touch the ears of anyone until it was completely and utterly perfect. and here i am, three years later, fully accepting the fact that this album is far from perfect and will never be. and i'm grateful.
i could ramble on and on about the people, places, and fragments of memories that ultimately inspired (and continue to inspire) this unfinished cacophony of emotions i chose to put together, but i'll save you all the misery. here's to incompleteness, and all YOUR unfinished stories still being written. enjoy.

-calendar year

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released April 24, 2024

all lyrics, vocals, instrumentation, and art designed by blake ᕙ(`▿´)ᕗ
recorded from april 2021 in goshen and west lafayette, indiana, through october 2023 in silverthorne, colorado
cover photo: twin peaks, san francisco, may 2019 - by josh

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